Here is Travis' inner monologue audio:
It's pretty interesting how it seems to change as he talks. Reality setting in? It makes Travis seem a bit more tragic... http://www.zshare.net/audio/7767405ed049bc/

A transcript: This Count... I feel as if I'm looking at my future self. Mega bucks, big-ass house, fast cars, dining in style with a world class chef and a trusted nutritionist counting every calorie! A team of hot Yoga instructors to keep me in shape... Nurses, to attend to my body... Maids and loyal servants at my beck and call.... On the weekends, ten babes knocking on my door every two hours... Every day full of exitement and luxury, that'd be the life! Everything in its right place, it's the perfect life, it's the life of winners! That'll be my life!!! I thirst for selflessness, hypocrites lusting for thier own desire to get killed by young rookies like me! This is how it goes down.... And for the old killers? They'll croak anyway. I guess you could call this a "Comedy". I realize there's really nothing here for me. But what else CAN I do but keep going?! Maybe I should've been a little more careful before I jumped in... Gotta find the exit... Gotta find that exit, to Paradise! But I can't see it... I can't see anything! There's this sense of doom running down my spine like it's... Like it's trying to suck the life out of me!! I need to get rid of it, before I bail... Something deeper, somethng deeper then my instincts is taunting me! Can't find the exit... Can't find the exit... Can't find the exit... Can't find the exit... Can't find the exit... Edit: Spelling mistakes

Wow. Is this monologue inside the actual game?

Yeah it plays during the first boss fight. It was pretty cool when you first hear it as you're fighting. I was kind of expecting, as a player, to be able to hear Travis' throughts for each ranked fight as he progresses.. to see how his attitude would change. You pretty much get the idea with the shit he talks before a fight, but it would be cool to know what the character is rally thinking, since there are some hints of his feelings changing after certain fights. Then again, Travis is just an otaku, so maybe the character shouldnt, or isnt meant to be analyzed too much. At least when considering the ending of the game.

Quite an interesting monologue. Definetly makes Travis more human. I mean if you consider what he is talking about a version of the "American Dream," you can kinda see why he is doing this. But then again, he is just some lucky punk who got a weapon and just started killing. He doesn't stop because 1. he likes to kill and 2. what else is there in his life? Or thats how I'm seeing it. I guess its all in how you see life yourself. Maybe you dont dream about 10 girls visiting you every 2 hours on the weekends, but something else. Him calling this a "Comedy" is also significant. But I'll think over that one later.

I thought it was him musing on the idea that he'll be killing for the rest of his life. Killing the people he's after, or killing the people after him. All in all I thought he just wanted a better life for himself starting with earning all that cash the UAA can give him first off. That was his primary/secondary reason for signing up in the first place. Travis' use of the word comedy could describe how he's laughing at himself now for being such a sap. If he enjoys killing, he might even enjoy getting killed. Death Metal might've thought the same at some point.

in this monologue we can easily image all the entire game it is one of my favorites thing to listen