May need a new webmaster.
A couple days ago Amazon sent my money order back along with a letter under the pretenses that they didn't have enough information to fulfill my order. I was angry about that shit, because I already gave them everything that they asked for. (2 months ago.) Note: To put shit in perspective. Amazon.com is based in Seattle Washington. I currently reside in Washington state. I don't see why the fuck it should take a month or two just to send my shit back. When the motha fucking Amazon headquarters is about an hour or two away from my block. As a result of that I fuckin' kicked a hole in the wall, because I was angry at the retarded letter that they sent me. I've heard talks that I might get kicked out of the house. (We aren't the owners of the house. It's owned by a German couple.) In case of emergency. I just want to know if anybody around here is willing to take over the site. (If I can't work on in anymore. Due to living on a bench or what not, lol.) As you know. I can't have this place run on its own without management. (Like Digital Devil Database. Hah hah It looks like the webmasters of that site bailed out without telling anybody.) What I require are 1. Basic html skill in order to build or sustain a website. 2. dedication, because operating this site is hard work. 3. Basic knowledge about the inner workings of Suda's games. (I'll help you out a bit with all these suda 51 game notes that I have lying around my hardrive. A lot of it is still in Engrish though.) BTW Xed, have you gotten your website up yet? I still need to add you to the affiliates. They should've built a sturdier wall. I fuckin' kicked that shit down with one kick. (bare footed.) Nah, but for real though. It's my fault. I have no one else to blame, but myself. (I learned my lesson. I'll just hit myself the next time I get angry over some petty shit, lol.) The decision isn't final yet. So this could be a false alarm. I'm putting this notice up just in case.

lol the different angled shots of that hole make it seem pretty crazy. Damn, if my PC wasnt broken, I could definitely help out with the HTML.. I've been messing aroun with creatin little sites and HTML pages for almost 10 years.. but I don't kno too much about new design stuff like PHP. I could also help with Photoshop if needed.. resizing, cropping, headers, logos, etc.. Hopefully I can have my PC back within a month because I'd definitely be willin to help out with the design/look of things.

I didn't had enough time in these days to work on my site. I guess that I need 2 weeks or similar shit to be allowed to up the site.

LOL, just paste a calendar over the hole, & the wall will look almost as good as new. My folks are covering for moi. I overheard them saying something about how it'll cost around 5000$ to repair the wall. Thinking about jetting over to Vegas within the coming year, and ditching this dump here in the north west. It's funny how it happened around the beginning of the month, because I was planning to update like crazy this month. (I seriously need to rearrange all that NMH content, because Suda 51 said that NMH isn't related to his other games.) lol the different angled shots of that hole make it seem pretty crazy. I just kicked the wall once, but then again I was also furious at the time. This is why I keep telling everybody that I need a punching bag. People keep directing moi to a Dontaello ninja turtle toy I had since I was young. I don't want to beat that up though. Makes me feel like I'm beating up a lil' kid. I want to feel like I'm actually destroying something. Which sadly I actually did. It's ironic, because I was mad over losing 60$, but I ended up losing more then that after taking my anger out on property that was unrelated to the cause of anger. I even almost lost the roof over my head. FYI I have taken anger management counseling in the past. It does not work. Counselor's, therapist, psychiatrists all they really do is make things worse by indirectly making fun of you all the time, because they assume that you are too ignorant to read in between the lines.

See a doctor, they'll give you drugs. Drugs fix everything. According to the doctors who are also shareholders in the pharmaceutical companies that produce the medications they coincidentally prescribe to everyone. I used to have problems with breaking shit when I got angry, I started realizing at some point that the broken shit was just causing more problems. Mostly because most of the shit I broke was someone else's. So I just started to curse profanely for a minute. Or two. Of course now I just tend to be in denial of shit, and don't think about it, because I don't like worrying about things, since I've always been a bit of a pessimist. Now when something happens that pisses me off, I just go off and do something else instead of standing there and confronting the problem. I'm uncommitted.

Believe moi, I'm a pessimist myself. One thing I've noticed is that we both tend to make a lot of sarcastic comments. Cussing doesn't work. I cuss all the time. That's my casual language, lol. Take deep breaths & count from 1 to 10. People say that works too. (It doesn't. It just makes you more pissed off for wasting your time.) Listening to this woman sing http://www.tsubakiss.com/ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5jeYohBH_X4 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YHr9zwdHcuk http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2LK5aOdJ-Is is about the only thing that actually does calm me down. It's her lyrics to the way her soothing voice sounds. I guess that's the true power of soul music. It has the ability to uplift your soul. Too bad during that day, I didn't think of listening to her albums until after I kicked a hole in the wall. Her music did calm me down. (I listened to her cuts "A better day", "hakuchumu daydream" & the English version of "Sea of Love" repeatedly on loop.) Too bad it was too late ,lol. Seriously I grew up being shot at, and dodging punkass bitches attempting to stab moi & shit. (For no reason at all. I was actually a normal nice guy when I was a kid. I hardened up, because I'd be dead if I didn't.) So typically when I get angry. I think of fools pointing a gun to me, & trying to rob me, because essentially that's exactly what ama-xon.com tried doing. (A dash is through their name, because I don't want to be accused of defamation.) They didn't stick a gun to my head, but they did try to convince me with fancy words that what I gave them wasn't good enough. Note: People use unneeded big ass "smart sounding" words in hopes that you won't be able to comprehend their message. I seriously need to change my surname, because I'm getting sick & tired of all these online shops treating moi as if I don't understand English. Simply based off of what they assume from my surname. ---- When you take into account that orders are canceled within 30 days after you order, & the fact that Amazon didn't send my shit back until March 30. (I originally sent the order to them back in Feb. 24.) It does seem like they are trying to rip me off. I mean shit. Amazon HQ is located in Seattle. I live in mothafuckin' seattle. So why the fuck does it take a month just to send my shit back? If I live in the same goddamn city? The answer is easy. The mothafuckaz are trying to sponge more cash off me. Too bad I did end up spending more money then I initially did. (To repair a fucking wall.) So it's mission accomplished, I guess. See a doctor, they'll give you drugs. Drugs fix everything. According to the doctors who are also shareholders in the pharmaceutical companies that produce the medications they coincidentally prescribe to everyone. LOL, placebos. IMO, weed is far more effective in calming most people down than half the bullshit that a doctor would ever prescribe to you. It's no coincidence that weed is illegal. (Because it actually works, lol.) I personally believe that doctors, psychiatrists all of these so called experts are paid just to lie to you. (Like a politician.) It's all good as long as they get you hooked to their "government approved" drug. Personally if society weren't so fucked up, then I wouldn't be such a madman. Society favours madmen. (Look at the president.) As a result you learn to adapt & change to what society indirectly tells you to be. (If you notice America tends to reward sociopathic antisocial behaviour far more than they do a Mr. Rogers type.) As I said earlier, I'd be dead a long ass time ago if I didn't harden up & adapt to my surroundings. (Way too many retards armed with guns in the United States. These armed retards are supposedly "American patriots".)

It's funny because I've tended to have a lot of respect for doctors for a long time, since they have a career of basically saving people's lives, at least that's always been the basic premise, but in America these days, they tend to be very, very (very) rich people who are profit-motivated rather than concerned with your health. It's no exaggeration that they really don't seem to give a shit about you, especially if you don't have insurance and you can't afford to go to anywhere but a clinic. Like myself. I have to make appointments a week in advance, and even then, they just give some advice that never seems to work and try to force yet another prescription on me, if I get seriously hurt I'm pretty certain I'll die. And that's pretty likely, because I have a shitty heart, hell I was supposed to get a heart valve transplant at age 15, but I lived with my mom back then who didn't think she could afford it, so she just decided never to get it. So my most important organ is probably going to explode or something at some point. But I try not to think about it.

Dude, you need to stay away from any and ALL drugs or prescription stuff of any kind. Don't any of you listen to Tom Cruise? I mean, don't you know that Psychology is a pseudo-science? There's no real science behind it. And everything you put in your body is a poison, even if it's supposed to help you. It's just poisoning you. Take some vitamins and call John Travolta in the morning.

Jezzuz christ! Ferlanga wasn't wrong when he claimed I to be the most unlucky mothafucka he's ever seen. I thought that the internet could be the one place where I get to be myself. It turns out that internet is just as repressed as real life when it comes to freedom of speech. Even my parody of "Me Melody" gets taken way out of context. He's just a sanrio character that I photoshopped with evil eyebrows & a smirk. No, for some reason that's considered columbine. First off you may have noticed that I changed my screen name. Well, you see I'm actually being profiled. Granted, a simple name change isn't going to accomplish anything, but it at least gives me peace of mind. My pops was grilling me yesterday, because he was informed about disturbing developments in my myspace. I always thought it was obvious that my myspace was supposed to be dark satire, but apparently I'm a suspected terrorist, or the next columbine shooter. http://www.myspace.com/topdrunkee I don't see anything particularly wrong with my myspace, but I completely forgot that Americans are paranoid as hell now. Kaxantrom seems to be watched himself simply because he has the most comments in my myspace. My pops also saw this website. OMG man he got the completely wrong idea about it. You should've saw what he thought about Garcian Smith. Talk about racial profiling. He thinks I'm actually being influenced by you all. In fact, I probably have to secede from this website, because I actually am getting profiled as a potential school shooter (Even though I'm 25 lol!) Terrorist. A lot of people get the wrong idea about this website, simply because I have a picture of a Black man sticking a gun to his head. I changed this account's name into "Kirby 7", and I may need to erase & alter a lot of posts that I made here about myself What sucks is that they might put a background check on me. I'm clean, and there's nothing on me. Yet I'm being suspected for having unlicensed firearms simply because I pose in pics with myself standing in a boxing/brawler stance... WTF? This is just another example of how paranoid mothafuckas in this country have gotten due to political correctness. For some reason some retards who view my myspace think I'm the next columbine. That is utter bullshit. I'm being looked down on, because my idols are Malcolm X, and Oda Nobunaga. Word to the wise... Malcolm X is not a Gangsta rapper, and Oda Nobunaga the Demon king is not a death metal rocker. They are both revered historical political visionaries. Damn, the U.S. is getting paranoid & dumb as fuck these days. It's funny, because my myspace doesn't really say anything. It's just random gibberish. I never took my myspace all that seriously, nor have I ever saw anything truly wrong with it. I always thought that my myspace was so over the top that it was obvious that it was dark satire. For goodness sake people, I'm a mothafucking satirist. It's not my fault that people can only see the harsh words & metaphors for it's mere surface value, but fail to convey the underlining meaning of which I speak. A word of warning. If you have a myspace. Be careful what you put on it, you may be profiled as I am. I always warned about how you could get profiled through that shit. I never once thought that it would happen to me though, hahahha. P.S. Imagine what it's going to be like once they go through my movie collection. Oh noes, I may be a copycat hitman, because I own the dvd of "Leon the Professional." Oh my, I must be a wannabe escaped convict, yakuza, zombie slayer, because I own two different editions of "Versus". "Oh he's definitely a potential Japanese girl armed with lethal anaesthetics. I saw him posting up the dvd cover of Audition on his myspace!"

To hell with you! What's more important is how is this going to affect me? I know you! Shit, I gotta hide my crack!

I dont know if it helps but Dreamweaver is a good program to create a website, and with the help of some basic online tutorial you could get a basic webpage done quickly. I had some classes at highschool about creating a basic website (forgot almost everything) and it wasnt too hard, so maybe you could create your own webpage with your profile and nobody to watch your every actions.

K7 SIN is made with dreamweaver. BTW I don't give a fuck about having an online profile. I signed up for myspace, because I thought it was a videogame site. (I signed up back in 2005 to join the K7 group.) The problem here is that there's nothing actually wrong with my myspace, yet I'm being pegged as some columbine or cheul seung heuul piece of shit. Simply because I have very intimidating pictures of myself on my myspace. (Mainly because I naturally look intimidating.) For some reason it makes people automatically assume that I armed to the teeth, lol. What's more important is how is this going to affect me? You're in my top 20. So your ass is already fucked, HAHAHAHAHAHAA! (I don't know that for sure, but it's a possibility.)

What about that one guy who started sending you messages on myspace, the really creepy nerd?

Hey Lisk, you dirty rat. How dare you delete your myspace! You were supposed to go down with Kaxan and I, hah hah. (You probably would have, if you're myspace was anywhere near as political as what you write in this forum.) What about that one guy who started sending you messages on myspace, the really creepy nerd? He's in my top 20 as well. I don't really think he's being inspected like I am. It doesn't seem like anyone ever cares about actual people who really would gun down a school. It seems like school shooters are actually welcome simply so they could be used as leverage to blame shit on videogames & movies. The irony here is that Kaxan & I seem to be suspected, simply because we're coloured. (I despise that term, because my skin tone is actually White.) Yet, actual people who have exhibited behaviour that would show cause for alarm get to have free rein. Not only that, we're coloured people who look intimidating. Note: We're both already fucked anyway. Might as well show the reason why I think him, and I were profiled. Kaxan's a big scary Black guy. Nuff said. (You should've never posted pics of yourself wielding weapons on myspace.) and I guess I'm Cho Seung Hui's older brother planning to get revenge on that fucking school that I've never been to in my entire life. (I should've never posted pics of myself at all. I never posed with any weapons, and people still think I'm armed.) Granted, Kaxan's not Black at all, nor am I Korean. I'm not sure if Kaxan actually is in the same boat as me. It's a highly likely possibility though, because of his high interaction with mine. That, and he's a scary black guy who happens to be very political. I guess that's an equivalent to being a Black man who knows how to read back in the old days. (At least he appears "Black" to people who can't tell the difference.) ________________ I think this was the main thing that set up alarms. I WAS BORN.... Where's my money BITCH! Let the bubble burst! I despise individuals who hide in these thought bubbles, their individual sphere of influences that they have formulated for themselves with the aid of the collective consciousness of their like minded peers, friends, & family. Those of whom I speak of are what I call living mechanical "automations" They do not actually think for themselves. They merely borrow, & adopt ideals from their inner circle, & what ever spoon fed shit that they may have obtained from the modern media. Fuck those mothafuckaz. They may say that "Knowledge is power.", but I find that "Knowledge" often leads one to be perceived as a "radical" in the eyes of the many who have adopted general ignorance as normality. To the point where they can't actually see that their views are in fact.... stupid, lol. Or to put it in more neutral terms, incorrect thought processes based off of fallacy shaped & formed through the eyes & minds of like minded peers who are also generally ignorant. Hah hah I see some of y'all of "whom I speak" trying to get all "deep" with your shallow ass emo poetry, & half baked philosophy that you most likely copy & pasted. Don't even try to front. D'z Nutz, bitch! I have not said a single lie in the above quote. Everything I'm saying is true. People in general love to feel complacent being comforted by lies. Lies & half truths is exactly what our entire world revolves around. That is the basics of how we control people through words. You're not actually given the freedom to "think for yourself" if you're only privy to half the story. Hence, normality as guided by logical fallacy based off of the common consensus of the ignorant masses who only believe what the herd thinks. The problem here is that what I'm saying is being taken out of context, and I guess I'm assumed to be talking shit about a school, and not being accepted by my classmates, or some shit. Which is FUCKING RIDICULOUS IMO. Considering that it says that I dropped out of school two times in the very same profile, lol. I might make the private boards public again. I'm starting to not care anymore. My records have been tainted since I was 15/16 anyway. (For something that I didn't actually do. I supposedly called someone the "N" word.) It seems that my myspace is the one that's being kept a close eye on, and sadly I can't bare to erase it yet. I found my girlfriends myspace, and I want to contact her at least once. (I haven't seen her in over a decade.) Even though she hasn't logged in her myspace in over a year. I'm keeping mine up just to be an ass. Although I haven't logged in, in days, because I'm too paranoid to check up on it.

I have no idea if this has anything to do with what's happening, but I've been getting security errors on this place up the whazzoo lately. Only this place too, thankfully I'm not using a comp.